Picked kitty up from the vet after hearing from kaktasha that she's passed on. Mummy cried quite badly when she saw her frozen body. I stroked her like i do normally. I felt numb.

So we took a cab back. Mummy wanted to stop at siglap and i went back home. I was to meet kaktasha after her work but she told me to go to VM so that she can go to VM straight away instead of going to tampines then to VM.

Abah apparently didn't go to work again because of diarrhoea. At 4 something me and kaktasha walked to our ancestor's grave at jalan sempadan. And it started to rain so heavily. But we kept digging. Until kaktasha couldn't take it anymore. We argued and shouted at each other . I said i wanted to continue digging cause i won't have anyone else to help me tomorrow because she is working. She said i could ask Abah.

I mean, would he? -grits teeth-.

So I went back to VM and kaktasha, to tampines. I bathed myself. Then kitty. With soap. Her eyes weren't completely closed. I tried to close them. Somehow I couldn't . I kissed her body after i bathed her. She smelt good. I wiped her. Placed her in her cage, but i opened the top part of the cage.

I'll miss you kittycat. Yeh, that's your real name. Kittycat.