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Yes i still love cats and i still love this blog. With me since 2004. Aww. Well, move along now:)

I'm thinking about you. Still am.

Again

There's been a few things that's been keeping my mind restless lately.
1) This is the 2nd term of the semester. And 2nd terms are always a bitch because work's thrown at your face one after another. Best part is, i haven't started a shit properly.
2) Thinking too much. About the future.
3) Need to increase body metabolism. (this one's going well)
4) I hate the scars on my body and i really wish they were never ever there.

Every single day sucks up so much energy in me. When i get on my bed, i just have this floaty feeling. I feel so tired just thinking about what to write. No wonder my posts are always short liners. But i really do have lots to say cause there's so much on my mind. They're all over the place and i don't really know how to organize them according to which is most and least important. All of them are fairly important, that's why i think about everything equally as much. But then again, what am i really thinking about?
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I'd never believe in 'you are your greatest enemy/ you are only challenging yourself/ what others say will not affect me etc..' cause y'know every one does think and compare themselves to others, whether in a way letting them get affected by it or not.

We're not as strong as we think we are.

My mom always tells me to be careful of what i say or act towards other people, because people will always talk behind your back. What they want to say is up to them. But my mom always told me to be well-mannered even with people you dislike.

She always says 'You'll respect others. But don't ever let them step over your head'.

These boots are made for walkin'

Her dance steps are very simple for a song like this. HAHAHHAHAHA

SM

Adalah KONSTENG aku.

These walls you find,

They're yours and mine.

'I really don't want anyone to take you away from me.'

Sigh...
The things you do and say to me..

:(

Friends are the family who we choose for ourselves.

Night Festival '09 on Friday

A fantastic idea to have organised such an event. Good for tourist attraction, too. But heck, there was still a whole load of people minus the tourists!! I really enjoyed myself despite the crowd. Everything was well planned, and the area wasn't messy or anything. Lots of things to see except that i didn't manage to go in the museum where there's stuff happening inside too!

The hard thing was that you couldn't see anyone's faces. Only their silhouettes. The artsy fartsy light sculptures got their limelight that way. They were brilliant! Everything was. I love art in many forms. Lol. I am so glad that i went for it. I want more of these kinda events to happen again!

"Art is not made for anybody and is at the same time
for everybody.
Piet Mondrian"

The Midnight Swirl

Malay dance + Chinese music = Interesting

She was walking on a threadmill which was on a thing that was moving. Good balance!

Here's ATC (jem and isa in image), with the kompang crewz

Bersame Hijau

The lights were too bright for the drummer! LOL

The stage from where jan and i were before we moved up front

Explosive

Looks like shooting stars!

The museum's on fire. Whoa! Hahah but it was so amazing

Good night = Good company

Jj Linn Spears

The flea market was already closing by the time we were there which was at about 1am. Took NR7 home. Trip was fast but kinda long. Costed 3.50$!!!! Rip-off. Not like fuel's any more expensive at night. Gee.

I truly love everyone in my life right now.

Here's a little clip i managed to record

In class...

Seeing me sleep is a common sight. Now, spot the constant in the rest of the pictures.

What's white but black in between? HAHAHAHAHAA (i still love you santino)

Pfffffffffftshhhhhhhh

I love KITKAT!!! HAHAHA (I still love you both)

Aww sweet gerlz

Lol!

I LIKE PIGS AND I CANNOT LIE

I don't get this pic HAHAH

Pretty ladies:)

So i gather you've found the constant in the first half of the pictures. Tsk...this indian girl can't get enough (i feel racist today NYAHAHAHA) but i like indians! Selected only. Oh yes, these were taken during tutorial which was health psychology and it was about patients with chronic illnesses, how it affects them and their families stuff like that. We had spare time and i didn't know they were taking pics. Cause i was sleeping. Heh. DEEP SLEEP KNOW. Sometimes i really wonder why i always sleep in class:( i find it an unfortunate thing. It's like i can't control myself to stay awake. Sigh..

Well ok, that's just a taste of typical class life for me.
End.

I love albinoblacksheep

Remember

Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life’s about creating yourself.

Cut and Paste

Me, 2 years old with Abah, 44 years old

Abah, 17 years old and I, 18 years old

An example of an androgynous look. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAA. Oh dear!

RESISTANCE IS POWER.

Drugs. Lust. Yummy pork. Stealing. Alcohol. Sex. Gossip. Skins. Hate. Greed. Murder. Infidelity.

A showcase of sins. Anywhere, everywhere.

But it doesn't mean that that's all there is to it.

There is the good, and the good is always silent.

Fate.

Definition:
something that unavoidably befalls a person (definition #1, dict.com)

I've talked about fate before but the thought of it makes me contemplate about it a lot.

The concept of fate comforts and confuses me.

a) It's like saying you don't have to do or think much about your life cause something's already planned out for you. So no matter what you do, you'll still end up getting or going through that something.

b) On the other hand, it's also like saying that those who rely on fate are too lazy/unsure/not confident of getting what they really want.

In life, it is good not to take chances cause you'll never know if that same chance will come by again. But it may come in another form or opportunity. And when that happens, you either grab it or you don't. If you don't, then well you're not 'fated' to get it in the first place. Second chances perhaps then serves as an affirmation of what you really want or need.

But sometimes, we should just play it safe by not letting go of that one chance at all.

Bal's Wedding:)

A post long overdue! Okay here's my cousin, Baleegha (ba-lee-ra). She's a year older than me and she's married! Oh how blissful that is.... She's technically 364 days older la cause i'm born in 15 feb 91 she's born in 16 feb 90. One of my closest cousins and now she's with someone else. Awwwww

Food was simple and really good. Mutton briyani. Wah shiok. The meat so tender. There was ice-cream too! The ice-cream tender was my primary 2 classmate. Well we're related through the in-laws and stuff. So nice got ice-cream. hahahaha. Then got lots of kuihs also:)

Bal wanted me to help her change out of her gown to another one but i didn't manage to cause Kaktasha wanted to go home. Gr. Asked Bal where she got her purple and gold identical gowns from, and she said they were tailored from sri lanka. Sweeeeeeeeeeeet

Hotshots!

The wedding cake layered with cupcakes which were filled with CREAMMMM (lots of people ate some as you can see)

Abah and i

The 2 neneks:)

Tokwan! :D

Bride waiting for someone..

Happy couple chilling and smiling for the camerasssss

A rather simple but satisfying wedding it was.

Hope Bal will get kids soon!! HEEEEE

Spirit.

We are all living in an extremely challenging world.
Diversity comes with uncertainty. So what is actually right or wrong?
If right-way is one-way, then everything else should be wrong.
Imagine how much wrong we have done.
Differences are questioned, influences become temptations.
There is law and order in this world which has already been made by our Creator.
Our gift to think has been used to create law and order which we thought suited us.
Surely God knows us better than anyone else, even ourselves. We don't even know who we really are or what we need, so how can we say that we are right?
What are we trying to prove when we're in fact, falling into a trap?
We need to protect one another from all things that destroy.
One Day, we will all be awakened and empowered with what Allah has said to us.
And those who truly believe will be guided towards His path of peace and glory.

Subhan'Allah.

ECP date with mates!

I rarely go for pignics. And when i went for this one, i was so excitedddddddddddddddd. Told myself i won't eat so much but nope, so much good junk food to eat and so i ate like a pig. PIGnic so must eat like PIG. Geddit? Bleh

Hui Ling made the cheese tuna mix SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE oh man i'm thinking about it right now. With the roti all. Bleh I just bought drinks. Barley. SHIOK

On the foreground is our tong sampah and background are the ships sailing to england

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE this is when i'm looking at my best huahua

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE one of the nicest pics of santiyes

Forgot the name of the game.

Looks like Liyana isn't satisfied with something

Mm..

My guilty face of eating prolly 50% of the food hahah like real

Everyone's happy heh

Monkey with nice body wearing aviators climbing coconutless tree!!

Geng.

Didn't join for cycling or blading though. BUT I HAD FUN HEEEEEEE. K byeeeeebyeeeee

Qword

Top 3 quotes derived from Liyana's top 10 quotes

"Life can only be understood backward, but it must be lived forward".-Kierkegaard


"Never explain yourself: Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe it". -Unknown


"There is nothing either good or bad but thinking makes it so". -Shakespeare


"It's funny how wisdom never really meant anything but common sense". - Nabila


Hah. Hah. Hah. Hah.