a very wet and cold day today! and tonight and most probably for tomorrow too. awwwww asswipe!

Last few days' thoughts. Written today. Heh.

What I wrote in my english journal today.

The weekend was time for me to rest and what more but to wake up at whatever time i wanted on that saturday morning. I was considering if i should go to school for the cca orientation as i was wondering if i could earn cip/cca points for being present to help around. But in the end, i decided not to because the secondary 3s and 2s would be enough and i won't be of much help in the end either. So better yet, i went back to sleep and conserved energy for my outing with Sufie later on on that day.

I did the same thing for Sunday as well. Woke up at 11am I think. Had a little chitchat and nagging from mother which got me tired. I reflected on my life like i do everyday while reading the papers. I really need to do something with my life that would make me proud of myself for once! Like getting an A for math like i did for PSLE(can you believe it ha ha). Why is primary schoolwork so easy when you think about it. But when you were in primary school, work seemed so damn difficult. Sigh.

I decided that i cannot have time for a desired commitment. Not a necessary one. I don't even think i have enough time for myself! I need to buck up on my Bahasa . I need to score! I really hope this year will go on smoothly. Smoothly as in no boys, no major unhappiness at home(impossible). Hmmmm....

I need to change myself. Badly.


Right now, i need to recharge myself for the night. For the workload that i'll be facing later. I think i gained weight. Sigh don't know if i should even give a fck. I am so sleepy. And i like this picture.

Wow it's been more than half a year that i BLOGGED. ha ha! Well, more than half a year of a hell of a rollercoaster ride. From bad results to bad love life (ha). Oh well, here i am. Just scraped through secondary 3 now here in secondary 4 . Last year. Have to make the best of it, girl! Tests and exams coming so soon with malay paper in june. Damn! I think of my life everyday. Trying to adjust to my thinking and put it into action. I'm determined to do WAY WAY WAY better than what crap i did in secondary 3 (what the hell was i thinking?!). Need to be alot more focused. Sleep less in class. Study EVERY FREAKING DAYYYY. Forget boys. Eh, but sometimes they can help us in schoolwork leh. Nevermind about that. I'm making it a point to read newspapers everyday-malay and english. I need to score A1 for english. At least a C for Malay. I need to do something right with my life. Academically.

So, i got myself an organiser. Saya mesti cuba mengurangkan berat badan saya lebih 2 kilo pada semester pertama tahun ini. About the organiser, i'm gonna plan my everyday life in it. Can't let myself be so unorganised anymore. I have to finish up my english comic strips assignment. Sigh! I always feel like putting up some pictures but i just hate to wait for the picture to download and all. Bloodyhell frustrating.

Well, i'll be celebrating my dear Sufie's birthday soon. Meeting her later. She wants to go sentosa but i'm not sure what we can do there except take lots of pictures and shit haven't got her her present yet! I think i'll just give her the most unforgettable favourite friend's hug. Hmm. I think i shall post up some pictures here when i get them. Then after outing, rest abit. Then return to face biology textbook. Transportation in Flowering Plants. Respiration, done. Tomorrow, start on social studies. And of course not forgetting to read newspaper luh.

I don't know if i was supposed to go to school today for cca orientation but i don't think i'm needed so i kinda went back to sleep. Hard to wake up.

Yesterday went to the hospital with my mother. SGH. She needed to check on her condition. So we waited for so damn long only to end up with the WRONG doctor. So we had to wait for another freaking long time . But the wait paid off. The doctor is so handsome! He's not a permanent doctor there. Was only on attachment (how i know because he and the nurse were talking about it while i just stood in the corner). Didn't know he was muslim. HMM. Afterwards in the evening, met Abah Kakdira and Tokwan . We went to the airport to check out the birkenstock sale. Sister of course got one for herself. We went to delifrance. Oh there were so many Caucasions and Indians yesterday what up man. ha ha. Ordered lasagna, ice-cream, baguette, rendang puffs. Didn't eat much cause i already ate with mum. Then went back, talk with sufie for awhile(when i got scolded), then went back to study. THE END. bye nabila!

i'm singing.

ok. Yes, i'm posting. i'm gonna get SCREWED. TOTAL DEFENCE performing shit. sheesh. so hard. so far, all the school days are ok. Now, i'm chairperson. Pfftt. Sufie is vice-chairperson. We are sitting next to each other on EVERY lesson. Goodness, can't live a day without her. :/ lol
There are so many thing to tell that i didnt post. Like, the Amazing Race event. Some pics to post up. Just not now. Well, wait till there is a long long holiday. Then i'd post up the pics. And Nabila, when u read this back in 10 years time, laugh.

Kakdira is accepted to Murdoch Uni in Perth. Not the one she wanted, lets just see how it goes. Whatever university she's going I am so gonna visit her twice a year.

And i just found out that mr khaironan, bedok view sec's principal is haziq's uncle. sigh...
And mr khaironan is mr talib's friend.
Interesting. Really.

Currently, i'm tired. Goodbye and wait till erm.. Long? till i'll post again. Don't worry, Nabila. I will!

ps. somehow, i feel formal today. Typing in complete, correct sentences. Well, for some sentences that is. Ok Nabila, Bye!