Whenever you think a day is going to be a drag, it doesn't and when you're really looking forward to the day, it turns out the other way round. So i guess we should all think negatively at all times. SET .

Mr Lee Gregory made us squat for i think 3-5mins i'm not sure cause i didn't look at my watch when i was squatting all i know was that squating for the first 20 seconds was bearable until my fats gave way and my legs started to ache. I'm always enthusiastic for morning exercise. I don't know why. It's built in me and i don't understand how not doing exercise and stoning can be cool. Ok, 15 minutes of rigorous workout. Next.

Chemistry Test. Hmm. I thought it was ok. I'm sure i'll pass. I AM SURE I REPEAT. Better be. Need to hit that B for science sheesh. Mrs Koh is a good teacher. She's best at one-on-one. Lovely, teacher she.

We went to the biology lab to the a summary of reproduction in plants. Long topic, but not so tedious to memorise if i start early. 2 weeks to squeeze them all in before the BIG DAY- 16th February.

I was seriously not looking forward to math only to realise that Ms Tan wasn't in school. Did locus questions on our own with my math partner. Ok . Next.

GEOGRAPHY GOSH. Saya benar-benar tidak suka menghadiri kelas geografi. Mrs Kauthar told us to map out the next topic- Environment and its resources. So that we will read the textbook and also take down notes. Duh. Got kind of into doing the points and all and before you knew it, class ended. Ha ha.

Literature, concentrated 45mins. 15 mins in dreamworld.

English. Did comprehension. And i'm starting to get really worried.

Biology extra lesson did much on reproduction in animals. Why is it even animals why not humans since all its content is about humans' penises and vaginas.

Went swimming for a while. Cause i ate lots of useless calories in the afternoon.

pee.

Mass today ended at 9somethingam. The preaching was interesting until it got kinda draggy. Lol. Anyways, after mass there was prize giving and sufie got the good progress award. How funny is that! ha. Recess for an hour afterwards. So what i'm trying to say is that we didn't have lessons till after recess. Geography, Literature and Engrish. All wasn't so boring. Kept awake at every lesson. :)


After school, sufie and i went to parkway. Waited for mashita at the 711 bus stop and off we went to kfc. Ate 2 piece chicks and bubble tea. wow. fatsening. Did our eng renaissance project till the end. Now abit of touch up to be done on monday. Shit! So many homework during weekend siol. Well, outing today wasn't bad. Fun. Think i'm gonna do F&N task analysis soon.

Oh pictures from sufie's birthday outing with thy.

Ha ha :)
Me and then-birthday girly.
SIAN AH>

a very wet and cold day today! and tonight and most probably for tomorrow too. awwwww asswipe!

Last few days' thoughts. Written today. Heh.

What I wrote in my english journal today.

The weekend was time for me to rest and what more but to wake up at whatever time i wanted on that saturday morning. I was considering if i should go to school for the cca orientation as i was wondering if i could earn cip/cca points for being present to help around. But in the end, i decided not to because the secondary 3s and 2s would be enough and i won't be of much help in the end either. So better yet, i went back to sleep and conserved energy for my outing with Sufie later on on that day.

I did the same thing for Sunday as well. Woke up at 11am I think. Had a little chitchat and nagging from mother which got me tired. I reflected on my life like i do everyday while reading the papers. I really need to do something with my life that would make me proud of myself for once! Like getting an A for math like i did for PSLE(can you believe it ha ha). Why is primary schoolwork so easy when you think about it. But when you were in primary school, work seemed so damn difficult. Sigh.

I decided that i cannot have time for a desired commitment. Not a necessary one. I don't even think i have enough time for myself! I need to buck up on my Bahasa . I need to score! I really hope this year will go on smoothly. Smoothly as in no boys, no major unhappiness at home(impossible). Hmmmm....

I need to change myself. Badly.


Right now, i need to recharge myself for the night. For the workload that i'll be facing later. I think i gained weight. Sigh don't know if i should even give a fck. I am so sleepy. And i like this picture.

Wow it's been more than half a year that i BLOGGED. ha ha! Well, more than half a year of a hell of a rollercoaster ride. From bad results to bad love life (ha). Oh well, here i am. Just scraped through secondary 3 now here in secondary 4 . Last year. Have to make the best of it, girl! Tests and exams coming so soon with malay paper in june. Damn! I think of my life everyday. Trying to adjust to my thinking and put it into action. I'm determined to do WAY WAY WAY better than what crap i did in secondary 3 (what the hell was i thinking?!). Need to be alot more focused. Sleep less in class. Study EVERY FREAKING DAYYYY. Forget boys. Eh, but sometimes they can help us in schoolwork leh. Nevermind about that. I'm making it a point to read newspapers everyday-malay and english. I need to score A1 for english. At least a C for Malay. I need to do something right with my life. Academically.

So, i got myself an organiser. Saya mesti cuba mengurangkan berat badan saya lebih 2 kilo pada semester pertama tahun ini. About the organiser, i'm gonna plan my everyday life in it. Can't let myself be so unorganised anymore. I have to finish up my english comic strips assignment. Sigh! I always feel like putting up some pictures but i just hate to wait for the picture to download and all. Bloodyhell frustrating.

Well, i'll be celebrating my dear Sufie's birthday soon. Meeting her later. She wants to go sentosa but i'm not sure what we can do there except take lots of pictures and shit haven't got her her present yet! I think i'll just give her the most unforgettable favourite friend's hug. Hmm. I think i shall post up some pictures here when i get them. Then after outing, rest abit. Then return to face biology textbook. Transportation in Flowering Plants. Respiration, done. Tomorrow, start on social studies. And of course not forgetting to read newspaper luh.

I don't know if i was supposed to go to school today for cca orientation but i don't think i'm needed so i kinda went back to sleep. Hard to wake up.

Yesterday went to the hospital with my mother. SGH. She needed to check on her condition. So we waited for so damn long only to end up with the WRONG doctor. So we had to wait for another freaking long time . But the wait paid off. The doctor is so handsome! He's not a permanent doctor there. Was only on attachment (how i know because he and the nurse were talking about it while i just stood in the corner). Didn't know he was muslim. HMM. Afterwards in the evening, met Abah Kakdira and Tokwan . We went to the airport to check out the birkenstock sale. Sister of course got one for herself. We went to delifrance. Oh there were so many Caucasions and Indians yesterday what up man. ha ha. Ordered lasagna, ice-cream, baguette, rendang puffs. Didn't eat much cause i already ate with mum. Then went back, talk with sufie for awhile(when i got scolded), then went back to study. THE END. bye nabila!