Holidays.

April Fools (celebrating it in a different way this time)

Hahah! Went to this mexican named restaurant selling mostly western stuff. Nice interior. Nice lighting. Nice air-con. Darn good drinks and darn good food at a damn you waiting-time. Shall not elaborate on that!! Later become furious like fast and furious (huh?). But i'll give the restaurant 3 and a half brownie points!

The whole day went absolutely well:)

looks like he's reading political issues on the menu haha

muchos gracias!

peace gesture in the making

mengendang babi

whoa like jumper!! HAHAH

REALLY GOOD TASTING MILKSHAKES THERE!!

TNS - Don't Forget To Remember Me @ Jubilee Hall

This is another production which i yet again, volunteered to help (without pay) but it's ok. Always telling myself as long as you have something nice for the portfolio, it'll be ok. Bunking in and out was sure a test of my patience. But i am a patient person so it was ok:)

Gladly, we all got through with it with ease and lots of jokes to lighten the burden:D I make it sound so bad. It wasn't so bad actually. Heh! Masayu was good for supper after everything! HOTSHOTZ --->

my fairly odd parents:)

quickshot 1

quickshot 2

mitch can't hold a rifle. even when it's made out of his own hands

nice people. very nice.

loll

i hate blur pictures. but i like this!

OWNED

Lepa-king

underoath wannabe

all the world's a stage!:)

the complete crew.

Masayu makes ultra shiok kopi-ho.

TNS -Encore @ MPCC Theatrette

So, over 2 terms of committing myself to this internship. Just observing whatever is happening right in front of me and recording it down on my laptop. With a few times not getting what's happening and writing down my own version of the activities. HAHAH TSK.

And afterwards stupidly volunteering myself to help out with the final production. Bagus. So much work! Should've seen it coming. Nevuhmind. As malas as i am, i still proved to myself that i'm not as malas as i think i am. heehaw.. i actually enjoyed my time spent and I LOVE TESTINGS MICS! HOTSHOTZ ---->

good mitchell for sale.

lost black mitchell spider for sale.

MIKE TESTAAAAAAAAS YEAH!

pengers, no boyfriend and i

gloria valderrama, mitchell valderrama

SUCCESS TEAM HA.HA.

ultrabodohman

aspiring superman = ezzat outside, batman inside.

I love nice, old people:)

Focus.

Been up to lots lately. Haven't been online much either. My extremely long holidays were never like this before. I was dead bored most of the time then but not now. All the more i'm embracing my time spent at home:)

Anyways i've been experiencing lots of emotions. About so many things. But what i'm saying sums it all.

I can't wait to really grow up and live in my 20s. It's fun being a teenager but it's tiring. Being foolish and not caring all the time. I don't want to be carefree. I want to care. I want life to get real for me. I wanna do things, open up my mind and eyes and be absolutely aware of the consequences of my actions. Instead of being oblivious to it and end up looking in the mirror and see myself as stupid and gullible. Which i do. I want to grow up and not be stuck in this brightly coloured teen box. I wanna stand on a world which i see that is solid and boldly coloured.

I know that teenlife is the time when you're discovering yourself. Doing almost everything you can just to prove yourself cause you're nothing and you're trying to make something out of that nothing. Even if it's things that come with a heavy price. Even if it's things that are beyond you. Some things work, some things don't. And there are the things that don't work but you tell yourself that it does. The power of a sleeping mind.

Ah wells.

I've learned that at the end of the day, nothing else matters except your soul. That's the one thing should be taken care of wholeheartedly right from the start. Because that's the only thing that truly lasts forever.