The weekend was time for me to rest and what more but to wake up at whatever time i wanted on that saturday morning. I was considering if i should go to school for the cca orientation as i was wondering if i could earn cip/cca points for being present to help around. But in the end, i decided not to because the secondary 3s and 2s would be enough and i won't be of much help in the end either. So better yet, i went back to sleep and conserved energy for my outing with Sufie later on on that day.
I did the same thing for Sunday as well. Woke up at 11am I think. Had a little chitchat and nagging from mother which got me tired. I reflected on my life like i do everyday while reading the papers. I really need to do something with my life that would make me proud of myself for once! Like getting an A for math like i did for PSLE(can you believe it ha ha). Why is primary schoolwork so easy when you think about it. But when you were in primary school, work seemed so damn difficult. Sigh.
I decided that i cannot have time for a desired commitment. Not a necessary one. I don't even think i have enough time for myself! I need to buck up on my Bahasa . I need to score! I really hope this year will go on smoothly. Smoothly as in no boys, no major unhappiness at home(impossible). Hmmmm....
I need to change myself. Badly.
Right now, i need to recharge myself for the night. For the workload that i'll be facing later. I think i gained weight. Sigh don't know if i should even give a fck. I am so sleepy. And i like this picture.
