Discovering things about me i never knew about.

ghaw ghaw

Crikey!! Daim funny.

Sad that All That's gone! BLeeeeh.

A Poem Written By My Father

Kampong Ku, Siglap

Satiap pagi dikamar ku duduk di atas kerusi
Memandang kaluar melihat keindahan hari
Kehijauan pokok dan burung menyanyi
Keindahan bumi yang diciptai
Dihati penuh mensyukuri, pemberian Ilahi

Berdekatan, sabuah masjid sudah diperbaiki indah
Dan terpergam didepan sabuah sakolah menengah

Disinilah aku di lahir dan di besarkan
Anak anakku adalah tujuh keturunan
Sudah begitu lama kita menetap di sini
Kalau dipindah pasti menguris hati

Dizaman perintah British, lebih saratus tahun dahulu
Tiga beradik putra putra dari Pagar Ruyong
Berlayar dengan beberapa buah perahu
Menjejak langkah dan membuka sabuah kampong

Yang menetap adalah putra bernama Lasam
Tanah perkuburannya kekal di hujung kampung
Diangkat menjadi saorang Penghulu di masa silam
Saorang alim ,kebaikannya terserlah dan di sanjung

Kebanyakkan penduduk asal adalah keturunannya
Termasuk keluargaku juga
Tinggal di rumah2 papan, beratap bumbung
Sara hidup sebagai nelayan dan membuat kelong

Inilah kampongku yang dinamakan Kampong Siglap
Hasrat di hati agar anakku akan terus menetap
Walaupun kampong telah di roboh oleh pemerintah
Dan di bena samula sabuah Villa yang begitu indah
Sentimen dan ingatanku tak akan pudah

Kerana tempat ini membawa saribu kenangan
Bersama kawan semasa kecil bermain keriangan
Mencapai remaja hinggalah dewasa
Sampai ka rumah tangga
Di sinilah aku berada.



Talib Ghani 27 March 2009

"Bring me close to what's good and take me away from what's bad".

23rd April 2009.

Happy 28th Kakdira:)

A short tribute to sisterhood.

We're all grown up now. Had our fair share of time spent among us way back when we were younger. I wish i could turn back the time! Though i know you're 10 years older and we didn't exactly share the same mental wavelength, you and kaktasha were there to teach me about the things i never knew. 2 totally different sisters who taught me extremely different things.

Oh boy am i lucky or what! Hahah

You're now someone else's. But you're still my sister. You're still me cause we share the same mother the same father the same blood.

Enjoy love, life and marriage!

I laf you:)

Good luck for your tests and exams!

Faithfully,

Bila

P.S. This is just a small thing for you. You can read this whenever i won't be around online to talk to you! Bwahaha

Fadlul.

I just cursed my blog. Here's how i'm feeling towards that ---->
:o
^o)
: }
Bleah!!

I'm feeling half excited for school. And GEM is stupid. Elective is stupid. Being all-rounded is stupid. Cause such things are unnecessary. No kidding. Feel the angst in me hahhaha very angsty indeed. But never as angsty as natalie portman rapping. heh.

AWESOMETOWN! :D



Ok i shalt be going off.

Goobnighf!

damn this fucking blog.

I keep wondering, if you lose one does it really mean you'll find another?

Yes, No, Probably

For an optimist, yes.
For a pessimist, no.
For a realist, probably.

Probably.

[The past is what you think of it, the present is what you'll make of it and the future will be the result of it all. And as it seems, the present counts much more than anything else now doesn't it? It really is, afterall, the only thing you can control.]

Holidays.

April Fools (celebrating it in a different way this time)

Hahah! Went to this mexican named restaurant selling mostly western stuff. Nice interior. Nice lighting. Nice air-con. Darn good drinks and darn good food at a damn you waiting-time. Shall not elaborate on that!! Later become furious like fast and furious (huh?). But i'll give the restaurant 3 and a half brownie points!

The whole day went absolutely well:)

looks like he's reading political issues on the menu haha

muchos gracias!

peace gesture in the making

mengendang babi

whoa like jumper!! HAHAH

REALLY GOOD TASTING MILKSHAKES THERE!!

TNS - Don't Forget To Remember Me @ Jubilee Hall

This is another production which i yet again, volunteered to help (without pay) but it's ok. Always telling myself as long as you have something nice for the portfolio, it'll be ok. Bunking in and out was sure a test of my patience. But i am a patient person so it was ok:)

Gladly, we all got through with it with ease and lots of jokes to lighten the burden:D I make it sound so bad. It wasn't so bad actually. Heh! Masayu was good for supper after everything! HOTSHOTZ --->

my fairly odd parents:)

quickshot 1

quickshot 2

mitch can't hold a rifle. even when it's made out of his own hands

nice people. very nice.

loll

i hate blur pictures. but i like this!

OWNED

Lepa-king

underoath wannabe

all the world's a stage!:)

the complete crew.

Masayu makes ultra shiok kopi-ho.

TNS -Encore @ MPCC Theatrette

So, over 2 terms of committing myself to this internship. Just observing whatever is happening right in front of me and recording it down on my laptop. With a few times not getting what's happening and writing down my own version of the activities. HAHAH TSK.

And afterwards stupidly volunteering myself to help out with the final production. Bagus. So much work! Should've seen it coming. Nevuhmind. As malas as i am, i still proved to myself that i'm not as malas as i think i am. heehaw.. i actually enjoyed my time spent and I LOVE TESTINGS MICS! HOTSHOTZ ---->

good mitchell for sale.

lost black mitchell spider for sale.

MIKE TESTAAAAAAAAS YEAH!

pengers, no boyfriend and i

gloria valderrama, mitchell valderrama

SUCCESS TEAM HA.HA.

ultrabodohman

aspiring superman = ezzat outside, batman inside.

I love nice, old people:)

Focus.

Been up to lots lately. Haven't been online much either. My extremely long holidays were never like this before. I was dead bored most of the time then but not now. All the more i'm embracing my time spent at home:)

Anyways i've been experiencing lots of emotions. About so many things. But what i'm saying sums it all.

I can't wait to really grow up and live in my 20s. It's fun being a teenager but it's tiring. Being foolish and not caring all the time. I don't want to be carefree. I want to care. I want life to get real for me. I wanna do things, open up my mind and eyes and be absolutely aware of the consequences of my actions. Instead of being oblivious to it and end up looking in the mirror and see myself as stupid and gullible. Which i do. I want to grow up and not be stuck in this brightly coloured teen box. I wanna stand on a world which i see that is solid and boldly coloured.

I know that teenlife is the time when you're discovering yourself. Doing almost everything you can just to prove yourself cause you're nothing and you're trying to make something out of that nothing. Even if it's things that come with a heavy price. Even if it's things that are beyond you. Some things work, some things don't. And there are the things that don't work but you tell yourself that it does. The power of a sleeping mind.

Ah wells.

I've learned that at the end of the day, nothing else matters except your soul. That's the one thing should be taken care of wholeheartedly right from the start. Because that's the only thing that truly lasts forever.