There's been a few things that's been keeping my mind restless lately.
1) This is the 2nd term of the semester. And 2nd terms are always a bitch because work's thrown at your face one after another. Best part is, i haven't started a shit properly.
2) Thinking too much. About the future.
3) Need to increase body metabolism. (this one's going well)
4) I hate the scars on my body and i really wish they were never ever there.
Every single day sucks up so much energy in me. When i get on my bed, i just have this floaty feeling. I feel so tired just thinking about what to write. No wonder my posts are always short liners. But i really do have lots to say cause there's so much on my mind. They're all over the place and i don't really know how to organize them according to which is most and least important. All of them are fairly important, that's why i think about everything equally as much. But then again, what am i really thinking about?
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I'd never believe in 'you are your greatest enemy/ you are only challenging yourself/ what others say will not affect me etc..' cause y'know every one does think and compare themselves to others, whether in a way letting them get affected by it or not.
We're not as strong as we think we are.
My mom always tells me to be careful of what i say or act towards other people, because people will always talk behind your back. What they want to say is up to them. But my mom always told me to be well-mannered even with people you dislike.
She always says 'You'll respect others. But don't ever let them step over your head'.
