Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Today was the day i got my first scolding for this year. Didn't like it very much. It was nasty though politely done.

I wasn't angry or anything when Christine told me to play canteen monitor for today cause i knew i had to take the blame for something i did, which was eating at the canteen, dirtying it and not bothering to clean the table up. Wokay. I am a bad, bad 4.3ian. Sorry.

I will not do it again.

And there will be no more complains from other teachers anymore, Teacher.

I am currently trying to get Ms J Wong's e-mail to ask her about the drama course in SP. Is it even a course or isit something like a cca. Hmmm.

Sufie thought i was being bitchy again this morning. Nah, got distracted. Aw. ha!

Fatin Yahya joined 4.3. Welcome to the family, baby. You are so goddamn lucky to have US as your classmates cause everyone else just suck. Yes. yes. :)

Self reflection for this time, right now:
Sigh. I don't know. Angry perhaps? Frustrated..hmm.. I've got f&n to do. I know i whine about it alot. I can't help it. So many things in this tiny brain of mine. Ok, fine, not so tiny . Why am i making myself feel so apprehensive. It's disturbing. I think of blogging all the time. This is another addition to my diversion. Yes, i am trying to practise writing skills and adding new words to my own personal vocabulary. My eyes hurt. Attentionattentionattention.

Drama today was as usual. We sat and bitched throughout though i drifted away for some of the stories cause i daydreamed. Was thinking more of: can we get on with the script. It was a reluctant thought. Like i wanted to do the script but we just HAD to. Ok, so the script has to be handed in on monday and we have to act it out on wednesday. -breathes out-

I seriously wish i could get the solution to every situation at my fingertips.

If only i could abandon all worthless thoughts that just wastes my time.

I wouldn't say life is labyrinthine. But it would be easy if i didn't care.